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29-07-2020 07:39 PM
29-07-2020 07:39 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please
So very tired of this life
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29-07-2020 07:48 PM
29-07-2020 07:48 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please
Sitting with you @Snowie and here if you need
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30-07-2020 01:09 AM
30-07-2020 01:09 AM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please
They have taken everything from me. They have ruined my life. I am just a shell with no more soul. My heart is broken into a million pieces. I am only existing not living. What kind of life is that? I am so very tired of feeling like this. Of having no control. I am just tired of this life.
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30-07-2020 01:22 AM
30-07-2020 01:22 AM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please
I am sorry to hear that your in pain, I have sent you a check in email Lee82.
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30-07-2020 04:33 AM
30-07-2020 04:33 AM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please
4 in the morning and I still get to sleep. I am so damn tired but I can't sleep. I am scared to close my eyes. Scared to see what I don't want to see. Why is life so hard? It shouldn't be this hard. It shouldn't be this tiring. It shouldn't be this painful and rough. I just want it all to stop. I am drowning and I don't know how to stop.
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31-07-2020 03:16 PM
31-07-2020 03:16 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please
Sorry I've not been with it.
My 5th Surgery is next Wednesday 5th of August.
I'm anxious & stressing about it.
I have no idea what recovery time.
If things go well, with no complications - I shall be home that same day (1st time that's ever happened).
There have always been complications.
The shortest time I've ever spent in hospital (after surgery) - was 10 days (16 days the longest).
Adge
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03-08-2020 09:09 PM
03-08-2020 09:09 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please
It Blew me out of the Water - 3.5 hours trip for Medical Assessment Clinic
Pre-Op Nightmare This Afternoon (2.00-5.30pm)
They put so many obstacles in my way –
1)No I cannot go home without someone with me - forced to stay overnight Wednesday night in hospital.
2)Get immediate Swabs for MRSI (Pathology tests) – when that was 5 years ago (2015).
Oh my….
Due to every previous Surgery having gone drastically wrong, or having had on-going Complications –
-It’s been extremely hard (past few days) for me to Minimise this upcoming Surgery – to reign- in my fears & overwhelm (escalating anxiety).
Nothing in my dealing with hospitals (especially this hospital) or essential surgeries has ever been clear, simple, or straight-forward.
This afternoon’s Pre-Op Medical Assessment Clinic trip was scheduled by them at the last moment – with only 24 hours notice.
The trip took 3.5 hours (2.00-5.30pm).
When last time (march 2019)(16 months ago) – I was in & out of there in just 40 minutes.
First the Anaesthetist Doctor assured me that he was confident that it would Remain just a Day Surgery (no complications) – that I would be able to go home (after Surgery) this Wednesday afternoon (5th of August).
Then the Nurse said No, as I have no-one to take me Home (Taxi does not count according to her), no-one to spend the night at my home (watching me) after Anaesthetic – she Refused to let me go home Wednesday afternoon.
Nurse said that I will be forced to spend Wednesday night in hospital – to go home Thursday morning.
Then the Nurse insisted that I go & get immediate Pathology Swabs (both today & tomorrow) – for MRSI that I had in 2015 (GP test).
That was 5 years ago.
She said that I have had a Surgery (March 2019) since then – Which means that I don't have MRSI now.
Yet she still demanded I go get Pathology Swabs & again tomorrow.
Utterly exhausted – too much.
Now it’s 7.00pm, have not eaten for 7 hours (no Dinner)…
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03-08-2020 09:17 PM
03-08-2020 09:17 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please
3rd August is my birth date
it may as well be my end date
I'm tired
I'm going
there's just no point
I really want to talk to my GP
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03-08-2020 10:16 PM
03-08-2020 10:16 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please
Hi @BlueBay ,
Sorry to hear you're having such a difficult day.
When are you scheduled to see your GP next? Is it possible to make an appointment tommorrow?
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05-08-2020 01:26 PM
05-08-2020 01:26 PM
Re: Worry Room - Get it out, and walk away: No responses please
sorry i didn't get back to you
i wasn't in a good headspace
i saw my GP yesterday and told him about my negative suicidal thoughts.
he wants to see me weekly for the next 6 weeks.
i told him some of my details about the negative thoughts, he is supporting me through this covid lockdown