Lived Experience Forum

[BlueBay]

I’m sorry @Shaz51 if you need to go it’s ok 

dont feel you need to be here for me. 

[Shaz51]

I am here with you @BlueBay xoxo I am not leaving you 

[BlueBay]

Thankyou sis @Shaz51 

im so exhausted. No energy for anything. 

Think I’ll lay down again for a while i the couch. 

[Shaz51]

Good idea sis @BlueBay xx I am hearing you , it does take it out of you 

Like Mr shaz he gets soooooo tired xxxx

[BlueBay]

Can’t sleep can’t do anything 

actually feel like a failure at everything 

hopeless not eirthy

negstive mind is back 

i hate this @Shaz51 i hate the way I feel but I freeze up when I need to move forward 

why I don’t know 

triggering things don’t help me 

im angry now I want to break things around the house want to rip into things 

want to go away 

[Shaz51]

Still with you @BlueBay, , can you rip some paper up , rip it with you hands , get the anger out , what I do is I scrub the bath tub xx 

[BlueBay]

I’ve just sh. Just hurt myself. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t bother you @Shaz51

I’m going to go fir a while. 

[Shaz51]

You are not bothering me my sister @BlueBay, sending you tender hugs xx , is anyone home ?? Do you need the hospital, ?? 

[BlueBay]

My hubby is home now @Shaz51

no I’m not going to hospital. Hubby doesn’t know. I hate myself. I’m worthless. I’m pathetic. Why do I bother?

[BlueBay]

@Former-Member I’m struggling