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[oceangirl]

Morning F&H @Faith-and-Hope 

[oceangirl]

For when you check in @Faith-and-Hope 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Thank you @oceangirl.  They are beautiful.  

Sorry it has taken me so long to respond.  It has been a really busy day.

[Faith-and-Hope]

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[oceangirl]

All good f&h @Faith-and-Hope  

I understand 

I hope all is well in your world and uni is going well

How are your baby dragons?

I'm a bit better tonight

I kinda push myself to go out today- pool swim and movie

I know you have a lot on you plate hon

I have appointment tomorrow afternoon with the surgeon

[Faith-and-Hope]

Good for you @oceangirl .

Baby dragons are okay.  One has a cold, another one recovering from a medical procedure, the others are good-ish.

I am heading to bed cos I can’t keep my eyes open now ..... goodnight.

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[oceangirl]

@Faith-and-Hope Glad to hear most of your BD's are well and your two other BD's recovery well from their surgery and cold. Sleep well and goodnight. I hope be not too far behind you but you never know I might get a second wind. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

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[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope I am really missing you Hon and there is so much going on for me but I can't risk writing it here and being 'attacked' again. I know I have you full support and you are also suffering from all this. I so want to be able to support you also but I just don't have it in me right now. I know you get that I have to try to look after myself but part of that is not being on the forum ...and that part is futher heartbreaking. I am also finding offline support very minimal so I am really having to do this on my own. None of this is ideal but it is what it is and I have to get through it somehow.

Please know that I think of you all the time and carry you with me wherever I am - and that helps to sustain me in some of those really tough moments. You know I love and care for you - that will not change - but for now I am super struggling with here and life and getting through each day. I don't know how to change that right now or how to connect here again. I feel defeated and that is not a good place to be sitting. I do not know what else to do - I am so sorry I cannot be here for you but I honestly have nothing left to give. This has broken me and I fear those pieces cannot be put back together.

[Zoe7]

@Former-Member 💕