I can’t cope

[Captain24]

I hope the doc can help @NatureLover. I know you struggle enough in winter. Being sick must make it even harder. 

Yeah I work all weekend @Snowie. The bonus is that I get to leave early. I told mum that I leave at 4 now she wants me to finish the dogs walk with them aargh… I will still leave earlier I’ll just have to stay in mu works clothes. I hate that I always have to lie to her or I get in trouble. 

I hope you are doing ok? I hope you can spend some time away from your mother. 

[Snowie]

Can understand the lying @Captain24 so you don't get in trouble. You do need some time to yourself.

I hope work goes ok. I know you are still on light duties.

Already had a run in with mum this morning. 

[Captain24]

I should be allowed to be myself. @Snowie. I shouldn’t have to be what they think I should be.

I am home alone now. It’s just nice. I’m watching a movie

[Captain24]

I hate my live and wish I was dead. 

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 ,

I'm not hanging around but just saw this. I hear your mind is telling you the above. What's something that might help?

I've read you were watching a show earlier, and now this thought has popped up.

Anything you can do to help you feel better and to ensure posting is recovery oriented?

I recognise this is hard. We are here by your side.

Is Pix okay?

[Captain24]

The show caused it. @tyme 

Its too hard.

I don’t want to do it. 

I’ve had enough. 

Pix was fine when I went to work. She is still with mum right now.

[Bow]

Hey @Captain24  im around for a bit if you need to chat or need some company 

[tyme]

Oh no... @Captain24 

That must be soooo hard. 

It sounded like it was very triggering. 

Do you have any lego you can distract yourself with at the moment?

[Captain24]

Please sit with me @Bow 

Very triggering @tyme 

I don’t have any lego on the go. 

I’m not ok.

It hurts

[Bow]

You at home @Captain24 ? 

what can we do together to distract you?