Lived Experience Forum

[greenpea]

@Maggie  Hi Maggie I just hate having these thoughts at all because it seems evil some how .... I am a spiritual person and being spiritual means to me that you should be forgiving etc . Not consumed by hate and I just am worried that given the opportunity I could act upon it and therefore I am a bad person 😞

[Maggie]

@greenpea  You are not a bad person. I do understand where you are coming from with the spiritual and the forgiving. But sometimes we expect super human responses, when we are human beings. As far as acting on your or my thoughts, that’s one of my fears too. To date it’s ok though for both of us. 💜💜

[greenpea]

@Maggie xx

[Eden1919]

@greenpea  i think the fact that it worries you means it is unlikely you would do anything, but i understand how MI makes you unable to completely trust yourself.