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18-07-2019 10:21 AM - edited 18-07-2019 10:25 AM
18-07-2019 10:21 AM - edited 18-07-2019 10:25 AM
Re: why can't I cope longer?
These birds on my roof woke me up this morning. But what a joy to watch them 🤗 I just made the flimsy birdfeeder yesterday, for the little birds 😗 but think I need something stronger :face_with_rolling_eyes:.
Thanks @Outlander, @ for the pretty flowers. What you doing today?
@Adge these emotional setbacks do seem to pull us down. Try do the things you enjoy more. A companion would be nice but it's not for everyone. I talk to The Holy Spirit all the time, and my dog. Do you still have JellyCat? The birds are a great distraction 4me too.
Well, Betta go get something done...
Big hi to @Faith-and-Hope @Zoe7 @Appleblossom , @Former-Member and anyone I forgot 💌
🦉🕊️🙏💜🌷🌺🌞
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18-07-2019 10:24 AM
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Re: why can't I cope longer?
@Former-Member 💐💜🐶
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18-07-2019 11:03 AM
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Love that you take the time for photos and birds.
@Former-Member
Hope your new place is good for you.
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18-07-2019 12:23 PM
18-07-2019 12:23 PM
Re: why can't I cope longer?
Me too ❣️
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18-07-2019 12:46 PM
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Gee @Former-Member .. those birds sure did find you quickly didnt they. Took less than a day, and yes I think you need something a little stronger if you are going to get those galahs (some people call them pink and greys ... I wonder why?) on a regular basis. Great photo by the way, love the one just flying in ... full wing span ... lovely. Thanks for sharing.
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20-07-2019 12:34 AM
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21-07-2019 09:22 PM
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WOW
Beautiful
@Former-Member
I just came looking for you as I was going through my thread and thinking about all our conversations.
Hope you are alright as well as the birds ...
Hugs Bella
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22-07-2019 08:40 PM
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Hi @Appleblossom , nice to see you drop by 💜
. I'm not doing good today. sorry, have a heartache & headache and teary all day.
Overreaction (bigtime, privately), to being 'left out' of anotger family event, again. Found out through a Sydney friend who visits dad for me. She reported something that would have seemed harmless to her but she can't see what's behind it and the deliberate, unrelenting intent of my siblings to not have me in their life 😭😢💔. I'm crushed in spirit since. Hope it lifts by tomorrow as I have my first visitor planning an O/n visit Thursday and I need to set up their room. Just no energy today. Its like the last straw that broke he dam of despair afload. I just wanna vomit.
Why am I so emotional?
Why am I treated like a monster?
Why do I still breathe when so many hate me?
How do we ignore it,can't stop it
Sorry, nobody needs this😣
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22-07-2019 08:43 PM
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22-07-2019 09:26 PM
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@Former-Member
I have also felt the terrible pangs of exclusion and scape goating.
I was made out to be a monster too. I am putting it in my past finally. No longer hankering, or wishing or questioning ... which I always did. It is a natural part of the process. Telling ourselves not to feel hurt, makes no difference. If we are hurt, we are hurt. As a nurse you are essentially a healer, so the biggest challenge is that steady healing of yourself. Surround youself with decent people and do decent things. Nobody can do more.
I am so glad you have a distraction and a new visitor. You are in a new town and facing up to living life with grace and sensibility for nature and morality and faith.
Hugs sister.