@AuntGlow@MissGremlin Its just not easy living in a world where almost the entire population in the world aren't willing to go on to actually help those that are actually struggling and be willing to offer them a shoulder to cry on.
Well considering my barriers with verbal communication and me being highly sensitive, I dont see myself in being able to get to any career - including one that im interested in because very much all the roles that exist require you to verbally communicate with customers/clients and stuff but also in all workplaces theres no 'perfect' coworkers or anything like that lol and its sad how we live in a world the way that it really is
I thought of having a career just to get a bit of extra income adding onto my DSP payments but you know...lol
so yeah, not possible. and like...I just dont wanna end up having to face such hard situations in the future (like having to live in a shared house or ....living in a public/social housing) especially despite todays cost of living with private room rent prices being unaffordable these days.
I dont know why ive been having these kinda thoughts as of this week...hahaha....
