Lived Experience Forum

[Razzle]

Hi @eth.  It’s been a bit of a lazy day today.  I had a huge day yesterday, starting at 5.45am, driving an 800km round trip for a baby shower (my first grandchild expected in the next month or so) then crawling into bed after midnight.

Ended up having a nap this afternoon, and had another dream.  I dreamt I was cleaning the sink in the laundy, and I looked up into the mirror of the medicine cabinet, instead of my reflection I saw the face of one of the group.  (This person didn’t actually do anything to me, he took me from the pool and led me to the toilet block where the others were waiting). I stepped out of the laundry into another room where my husband was and was worried that he had seen the reflection and now knew this persons identity - then I woke up, and I was feeling nothing.  I wasn’t sad, angry, scared - I felt absolutely nothing.  

The rest of the day has been a bit blah, I just feel empty.

[eth]

Thinking of you and sending warm wishes @Razzle .  Sorry I'm not on here as much lately as life has become a good bit busier for me.  

Hoping your dreams settle down soon and that you're getting support to process them and the feelings or lack thereof that you are experiencing.