I can’t cope

[Captain24]

I thought it was funny! I saw it last night after I hopped off and was instantly hmmm @tyme 😂 

Yet comes in handy for a lot of things. It is a really handy word! 

Oh..  my anxiety!! You are working it really hard! 😜 

It was ok here today I think it got to 32 so it wasn’t too warm. Heaps better than yesterday, if only got to 28. 

Well…. It’s been a day! 

I went to the GP today. The merina with its hormones, is probably causing mood changes however… it also exacerbates bipolar!!! Lucky me… so maybe I am in a mixed episode like I thought. It should last about 3 months so I could be in for a rocky road. But I just have to monitor and take one day at a time.

I only got a little bit done today, not all that I wanted. Washing, shopping, cleaned 3 bedrooms, dusted the whole house, cleaned the fridge and clean the pantry. I also cleaned the floors. Plus my friends bed has fresh sheets on it. I just couldn’t keep going. I went and layed down trying to get a nap but I can’t switch off. I couldn’t last night either and only got 4 hours. This could be the hypo part of the mixed. 

I have to make a frittata for dinner and clean the main bathroom. I’m thinking a bath might help. 

What did you get up to today? 

[tyme]

So if the merina impacts bipolar, is there anything they can do about it @Captain24 ?

That's so rough. It's always hard to know that something's not right, but you can't pinpoint it. 

LOL with the anxiety.... I think my sister is anxious so she keeps telling me to check for my visa. And THAT is getting me stressed. Not the actualy fact that my visa hasn't come!

Despite things being hard, you still did a fair bit at least. Working on those rooms is a lot.

All the kids on this side are sick. 

Did you make the frittatas? They sound. yummy. Then again, I only ate chocolate cake today. I'm yet to have proper food.

[Captain24]

It should settle down after three months. @tyme. I guess if it doesn’t we will have to go from there. 

I knew something was wrong but I have bipolar, AuDHD, the merima and perimenopause. What is it that it’s wrong! I’m hoping we have narrowed it down. It would be good if we have. At least I know where to start looking now. 

I could imagine your sister stressing you out. At least we are anxious for you since you aren’t! 😜 I guess it’s just a wait and see. If it comes through after you have finished up in here please jump in and let me know!!  

It was a lot, I haven’t cleaned those rooms in ages. I just have half an everything room now! I only have to keep this way for another week! I should be able to do that. 

Oh no.. they have been sick a lot lately. Hopefully they all get it out of there system by next week.. the last thing you need is sick kids in a foreign country. 

Im making it now but I don’t think I have enough veggies but it will have to do! 

I love chocolate cake! Woolies mud cake is my favourite cake! Cut a piece and microwave it for 30 seconds… awesome… 

I had boiled eggs for lunch. I guess at least it was protein.