@MissGremlin Thanks you too. So the last two hours have been okay. A little down still but nothing crushing.
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Been pondering my life from self rule to self love and the difference this has made chasing love all my life and thinking love must be controlled not simply lived.
Massive difference in my life one from the other?
Goat and Sheep Truth To Keep
I never knew my life turned out to be a twin,
and that within myself
two ways of living struggled to reign.
The goat in me believed the lies,
calling darkness my true name,
letting fear and selfishness rule,
dragging me further from myself.
Through greedy and dishonest eyes
I twisted what was good,
bringing ruin upon the things
I once claimed to believe.
My downfall I clearly saw,
not because I was born condemned,
but because I kept surrendering
to what hollowed me out within.
The goat in me feared no grace remained,
that I would be uprooted and cast aside,
judging myself by the very lies
that kept me bound.
Yet the sheep within me
heard another voice.
I never knew my life turned out to be a twin,
and that truth still lived beneath my fear.
That grace could reach me,
and love call me back to myself.
That what is false need not rule forever,
nor fear remain my master.
Today I live the rule of love,
not from above to dominate,
but loving truth,
and also myself,
leading me back toward what is real,
toward mercy,
toward wholeness.
So I no longer seek the death of myself,
labelled wrong,
but the ending of the false ruler within:
that big “I”
built from fear,
forever roasting
my reality through
inability,
control,
division,
and separation,
ruling identity
through daily misery.
And in its place,
something quieter remains —
love,
truth,
and the freedom
to simply be
truly true,
myself.
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